facebook shmacebook

for some reason I can't even keep in touch with my freinds on facebook, not to mention in any real archaic way, don't write letters, my durn is durken( phone is broken, ask alabaugh if you know him). Im internal, I have an active imagination, somehow I see people in a certain way in my head that I dont want to disturb them to update the vision I have. Feel guilt. Ouch, yipes, hurt. Reach out again? Will do? Maybe facebook after post?